The somber yet absorbing start of Ralph Ellison’s Invisible Man reveals a narrator who is driven and whole-heartedly affected by the past. Whether it be the life and death of his ancestors or his own previous mistakes, the narrator doesn’t let the bygone moments of life pass by without analysis. The ghost of his grandfather is not only a memory or a warning, but a looming figure that constantly haunts and pesters him. The protagonist is an individual who is trying to get by in life like any other, although the shadows of his past seem to always be lurking by, ready to blur the present.
The first chapter of the novel begins with a sort of historical and biographical introduction to the narrator, one with a strong emphasis on slavery and freedom. Ellison states, “And yet I am no freak of nature, nor of history…I am not ashamed of my grandparents for having been slaves. I am only ashamed of myself for having at one time been ashamed” (15). At this early point of the novel the protagonist makes it clear that he doesn’t necessarily look down on his race or his past, but instead looks down upon his former embarrassment. This assertion is a driving force throughout the entire first chapter, as a sense of back and forth between being ashamed and being proud persists. Soon after the narrator begins discussing his grandfather, who advised him to live with his head “in the lion’s mouth”. Hearing his grandfather label himself as a traitor on his own deathbed alters the way in which the narrator perceives himself throughout the rest of the chapter. This is evident when Ellison states, “When I was praised for my conduct I felt a guilt…It made me afraid that some day they would look upon me as a traitor…The old man’s words were like a curse” (17). And from this moment in the novel and on his grandfather’s words truly remain as some kind of curse, clear throughout the events to come.
At the beginning of his speech to a rowdy group of white men, the narrator proclaims, “We of the younger generation extol the wisdom of that great leader and educator” (Ellison 29). Although these words may seem like the typical first phrases of a graduation speech, there is an implicit sense of insecurity in his words. The narrator has a tendency of always appealing to or remaining on the good side of the dominant group, whether it be those who are white or those who are simply older. It seems to be a bad habit of the narrator, one that he can’t help but have in a society and time that oppresses the African American. As the chapter comes to a close and the narrator, his fingers “a-tremble” receives a college scholarship, unease endures. “Keep This Nigger-Boy Running” is the message the protagonist receives through his grandfather in a dream, a dream that he continues to have for many years.
In the introduction to New Essays on Invisible Man, Robert O’Meally states, “What is the shape of history?… How does one know the self? The other?” (9). The questions posed by this quote ring true throughout the first chapter of Invisible Man, as intellectual issues faced by the narrator and the universe alike. It is a difficult question of history and science, art and politics, and finding one’s overall purpose in society. Invisible Man’s narrator struggles to make his way through the rough American plain that is the Harlem Renaissance period, but by keeping a firm eye on his past he may be able to do himself and his grandfather some justice.

