Marisol Manica
We begin to see the narrator start his journey North to New York City. A land of dreams and opportunities. On the bus we hear of Crenshaw and the vet talking. The vet warns the narrator to avoid the Nortons. While the narrator does not seem to listen to the vet, he does not understand why he is telling him to be careful. Crenshaw told the vet he talked to much but to me the vet seemed wise. “The force that pulls your string until you refuse to be pulled any more,” the vet said. This is the perfect line to represent what was happening in that time period. White folk were taking advantage of black men. They knew they wanted to succeed and would do anything, so they will put their string until they had enough. Which is what happened to our narrator. They basically mocked him, embarrassed him at the speech ceremony. The narrator did nothing because he just wanted to give his speech and show his community he had a lot planned for their future. The vet said what many were afraid to say, many knew at the time getting involved with white people was only asking for trouble. The vet warned them of that.
We see his grandfather come back in chapter eight, reminding him of the past. The narrator seems to avoid at all cost what his grandfather went through. He does not listen to the advice of his grandfather about him not betraying his people. We see the narrator attitude changes with many whom he encounters. On the subway he was afraid of being next to a white lady because she would scream abuse, second in the house he is staying his attitude with them is different. He wants them to value, and treat him to high standards. Which is why he refuses to tell them he has not found a job. And with his family he lies about having a job. the narrator is at cross roads, he split between two identities. He wants to fit into the white crowd so badly but at the same time he wants to go back to college to be a leader for his people.
In chapter nine, this chapter stood out to me the most. We get to see the American value system. And what i mean by that is when Emerson son says loyal Americans. We clearly hear the irony in his voice, meaning loyal only when it benefits them. We see the son talk about this freedom, and how the narrator should be happy he is telling him not to meet with this father. But how dare he right? How is Emersons son trapped? And why does he hate it so much?We see that system of value of playing the victim/hero card. Pretending to know what African Americans have gone through, we see that throughout a lot of the world and even in this novel, where white people seem to believe they understand the hardships African Americans have had. We also notice, another thing when he says can you and i talk and be honest without knowing one another. This point made me angry. At first when everyone meets you are going to put on your best smile. It called leaving a great lasting impression. No strangers, who have never met are going to be honest everyone is going to try and be fake. And how could the son expect the narrator to be sincere when he has a lot at stake. He is an African American who needs a job and is misjudged by the whole population. If he wanted to be honest it would go no where, it would prove what society already thinks. When the narrator went off on the son it showed a change in his identity. He stood up for himself, for his race. He finally seemed to understand that people are not what they appear. He himself needs to write his own destiny and do things for himself. This chapter encountered a realization from the character, he had been so naive. He finally sees societies true colors.

