In Ralph Ellison’s Invisible Man, chapter thirteen, ironically the narrator tried to throw off part himself and become a new being. In chapter thirteen the narrator gradually became more and more perceptive and enthusiastic for his own identity. As compared to chapter nine the narrator felt ashamed of his southern culture. When the narrator met Wheatstraw, he tried to deny his culture and did not really accept it when he offered a special; the pork chop. But the baked Car’lina Yam incident is completely different. The narrator accepted his black culture while he saw a street vendor was selling yams. He purchased the first yam and he bought another two more yams at the same time. He even enjoyed the freedom to eat in the street as “I walked along, munching the yam, just as suddenly overcome by an intense feeling of freedom- simply because I was eating while walking along the street” (Ellison 264).
He noticed that it was great not to hate things he really didn’t hate. The narrator accepted his own identity and started to change. He even is sure that Bledsoe just pretended not to like his southern culture. Bledsoe is a chitterling eater, this idea makes him very interesting, and laughs at him pretending to be above it. “Bledsoe, you’re a shameless chitterling eater! I accuse you of relishing hog bowels! Ha! And not only do you eat them, you sneak and eat them in private when you think you’re unobserved!” (Ellison 265)
In chapter thirteen the narrator did his second speech and it made him more confident in this time. As compared to the narrator’s first and second speech in public, the first speech was delivered at his high school graduation in chapter one. The speech urged humility and obedience to be the key to the progress of black Americans. It proved so successful that the town arranged for him to deliver him at a gathering of the main white residents of the community. In the narrator’s first speech, he talked about racial equality. The speech acknowledged the struggles of facing blacks. At that time, he was even afraid to go on with his speech.
But in chapter thirteen the narrator’s second speech was about freedom which is almost impossible to succeed in a world of color again. “Black men! Brothers! Black Brothers! That’s not the way. We’re law-abiding. We’re law-abiding people and a slow-to-anger people” (Ellison 274-275). The narrator kept saying that “We’re a law-abiding people and a slow-to-anger people […] We’re angry but let us be wise” (Ellison 275). This time the narrator is not afraid to stand up. He is not saying what white people want to say here, he is saying things that inspire black people. After the narrator moved to New York he started to appreciate what he has. Moreover, his experience taught him to become more and more confident. It is not always easy to have faith in oneself, especially if we are naturally self-critical or someone else lets us down. However, there are steps we can take to increase and maintain self-confidence just like the narrator, an invisible man.


